Hadn't done anything for my masters thesis yet. Oh my gosh. My supervisor gonna kill me. But then, mmm, it's holidays isn't it? Shouldn't I just relax for say, a week? :)

carmen the tai-tai?
ok, I realize I can't be a tai-tai. Simply because, I'll get a bit sick of shopping after a few days. Ya know, I think tai-tais can shop day and night and never get tired of shopping. What's more, I seldom buy things on impulse. And when I say I'm not going to spend any on clothes today, I really won't get any new clothes.

carmen the housewife?
if I ever become a housewife, I'll be a super lazy one. According to my mum, I only tidy up my room once a year. Haha. I spent the whole of today's morning cleaning every single corner of my room. As well as the computer in the other room. Everything is sparkling now. Haha. Now I know why most housewives don't own much stuff. Like my mum, she only has some clothes and some jewelleries and some combs. Because the more things you have, the more things you've to wipe when you do housework.

carmen the singer?
this is totally out of point. My singing sucks. Haha. I'll go out of tune every now and then. Haha. But I don't care! I sing just to release stress. I listen to music when I study. And somehow, my brain thinks by following the beat. After some time, I'll roughly know the tune of the song. I never look at the lyrics to learn the song.

carmen the child?
I realized I've this pair of brand new mashimaro soft toys, and decided to put them in my dad's car. Was carrying them in the lift, and everyone in the lift was looking at me. Mmm. Hey hey, who say big girls can't play with soft toys. Mmm. Maybe I should get a small sofa for my soft toys to sit on. Haha. And I just bought a doraemon comic the other day. Currently reading harry potter books. Not something people would expect from a 23 year old.

carmen the math major?
no doubt bout this identity. Haha. What else can I major in, if I don't major maths? Physics? Engineering? Statistics? And the list basically stops here. What happens if I'm in fass instead? I think I'll still get a second upper. But then, I'll probably mutter to myself everyday that life sucks. If one is in a place where he/she doesn't really belong, it'll be a real pain and struggle. I could see some of my math majors struggling. I myself had this feeling when I was in lower sec, as well as during my chinese lessons in jc last time.

carmen the matchmaker?
yes, that's what i like to do. But according to my record, I've never succeeded. I think I'll close down this business for good. Haha.

And combining the above, you get the monster. For one, I can never really qualify to be an angel, because I like to gossip. And probably the only reason to why I haven't been condemned so far is because I know how to keep my mouth shut at times. Haha.

Having slacked for so many days (still less than a week though), I think I should settle down and start work on my thesis). Just finished reading the newest harry potter book (which is bout one year old already). I very much preferred the simpler storyline in the first three books, where there isn't any death, and not much suffering. I was engrossed with this book of course. But reading the death of Dumbledore made me sad. I want the good to survive. But even in reality, this is often not the case. Some people still side for the dark. They distort the truth.

Everyone makes mistakes. Even the wise Dumbledore made the wrong mistake of believing in Snape.

Time to go. Happy Labour Day.