pde test is finally over.

After all the torture had handed, all I felt like doing was to let out a really long sigh. Haha. This is so anti-climax. But sometimes, I really wonder why am I working so hard for things which may not even matter a lot eventually. It's like self torture, in a sense. It seems that there's this somebody in me who seems to be telling me "hey, you can't give up".

Anyway, I'm glad this HYP business is finally over. Unless I'm so unlucky to attend a second interview. Hope not. I wanna return all my analysis books to the library. I've a feeling my table gonna collapse under the weight. So the next thing is, the exams. My undergraduate life gonna end in less than a month's time. Then follow by graduate life.

I wonder, what will things become when all my friends graduate, and I'm like the only one left. It's quite a scary thought. Haha. I'm quite weak afterall. Yes, anyway, I think, I really appreciate the support I've gotten from my friends this year. The support is quite unexpected sometimes. Maybe that's why I feel touched. :)

Gonna dig out my approximation theory notes and do my tutorial. I've put them aside for more than a week. There's this somebody inside me, telling me to do well in my exams. Haha. This somebody has been guarding and guiding me these few years, it's the logical and rational part of me. Without it, I might not have survived until now.

I do get tired sometimes. But I always tell myself: when I achieve what I want, all these tiredness are worth it.

Countdown: 26 days to the end of my exams. :)