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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Can't wait for next week to be over.

Had a talk with my supervisor yesterday. It seems that I may be joining NIE in Janurary 2008 instead. Hoho. That means when I finally join the workforce, it's 2009. Anyway, stella is checking out on the dates and stuff. Hope she's efficient. As efficient as when she decided to bar us from entering the library.

Ever since that incident, some of my friends and myself are a bit reluctant of entering the library. Haha. It's just a feeling we get upon entering the room.

Yes anyway, I had a good chat with my supervisor yesterday. He is demanding at times, but then, I always think that I've chosen the right supervisor. Haha, coz I'm a demanding person just as well. Demanding as in, I've high expectations for myself. And probably if I ever have to supervise any student next time, I'll set high expectations for him as well.

Sometimes, I think I've the words "I wanna be the best" written on my face. Especially when the whole class, including the lecturer, turned to look at me when the lecturer said something like "I believe someone will be unhappy if I give everyone an A, if everyone gets an A, nobody is the best." Haha. I think I won't mind what other people get, as long as I've my A. But I guess it's rather comforting that although most of my friends know I'm aiming for something high, it doesn't really put them off.

I remember in the past, I heard of friends shunning the very academically inclined students, because they felt stressed by their presences. Maybe we've all matured, which is certainly a good thing. People all have different talents, but at the end of the day, we're all just humans, who need friends and wanna be cared for.

Yesterday, xiujuan and I were talking bout the graduation trip to genting. And we were thinking of psycho-ing so-and-so to go. Haha. I guess when it comes to such issues, it really reflects who are the people whom you're most comfortable with. Also when it comes to sharing of one's happiness or sadness, one will automatically think of the people who he/she is close to. Such things are like reflex actions, you can't lie to yourself.

Just like people like to ask "if I throw so and so into the sea, who will you save first?". Haha. Just trying throwing all of them into the sea, and you'll see who the person saves. Because it is this action that truly reflects who he wanna save first. Haha. Of course, I can't swim, so I can't save anyone.

Gonna go and study now. After the pde test, gonna rush out the report on subdivisions. After which, revise for exams. Gonna start on my masters thesis in May. Haha. Maybe for this holidays, I can finally afford to read all those Chinese novels which my dad bought for me. And maybe attempt to do the 2000 pieces puzzle which my brother got for me years ago. 2000 is such an intimidating number. If I have time, I'll go and brush up my photoshop skills. For now, I'll concentrate on studying. :)

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