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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Gotten my results this morning. I'm satisfied. :)

In a way, I'm glad I took graph theory I this semester. This is so far the first math module which I knew I won't do well even before I went for the first lecture. I lacked the confidence right from the beginning. To overcome the fear of failure, to give myself a second chance to face something which I'm not good at, to keep trying the tutorials and reminding myself not to give up... I eventually end up with a decent grade. It's the module I put in the greatest amount of effort so far. Before this, I have never went to the library to dig for reference books. I'm glad, not only because of the grade I've gotten, but because of the fact that I've the courage to face my fear and eventually overcome it.

I'm never good at comforting people, especially when grades are concerned. I want to comfort, because I care for the person as a friend. But after the many times when people showed no appreciation to this, and thought I could never understand how they feel bout their grades, I've decided to keep my mouth shut nowadays. Not because I no longer have the care and concern for my friends. I just don't want to make matters worse, for my friends and for myself. In the first, they're wrong to say that I don't understand. I had times when I didn't do well for my exams too.

Sometimes, you see the brighter students mixing among themselves. You may think they're arrogant and they outcast people who are less intelligent. In fact, they may be the ones who are being outcasted in the first place.

Thanks to all those who kept me accompanied when I was waiting for my results online. Thanks to all those who wished me luck. Thanks to all those who asked bout my grades. Thanks.

I've declared today as holiday. Shall work on my thesis again tomorrow. Haha. :)

Shall plan what modules to take next sem, tidy up my stuff and so on. Oh man, my idea of holiday is just a break from my thesis. Certainly no time for a year-end entry this year. I forgot when's the last time I put up an end of year entry. Two years ago? I think soon enough, I'll probably type entries in point forms to save time.

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